Happiness subconsciously subsides
Left with all i’ve got
My soul and my body
My spirit resting by the shore
Emotion is now absent
Numbness replacing
Reminiscence
Nostalgia
Sensitivity is slowing rising back
I’m still dazing, it paralyzes me
It’s a dreamer sensation
Sensing the numb.
My soul leads me and pulls me forward
Experiences control my soul
My body can only express its results,
Because progress is an invisible, magical occurrence.
I sit and stare
Objects stare back at me
Observing my existence
360 i turn around
I sit back down and sense all the presence
The energy is constant and strong.
I scrutinize the color in the dark
I close my eyes
The air entering my lungs sends me
The energy of so many
It helps me unlock my perspective
Then i open my eyes
Visualizing the royal blue with hints of gold and pink
Some parts forest green, and a little bit of brown
Under the silhouettes
The sky is made of too much colors.
A realization pulled me out
From the hours
Of numbness
The world is psycho
Too psycho to close my eyes
And sense its purpose
Risk, poison
It’s the unpredictability
That keeps us going
Seeking for more… and more
Change, threat, and fear.
Yet humans seek for happiness in life
when do we ever appreciate the bravery?
